all my life i've liked having people around. having friends to talk to. friends to share with, to listen to, to learn from. for me, the best way to solve problems is to talk them out. to discuss them and to bounce ideas around. it's not possible to do this on my own.
recently people have been telling me i need to learn how to love myself. i need to learn how to be alone.
i do love myself. i love my alone time. i love taking a break from all the bullshit. i make music on my own. i read on my own. i appreciate the world around me when im on my own. but why the FUCK do i have to sit and wallow in my fucking sorrow ALONE?
what is this horse shit?
how will i ever solve my problems without outside help? when you have a question in class do you go home and sit in your room alone and think about it? if you were writing your phd would you lock yourself up to "be alone" and wait for the answers and the knowledge to just come to you? ... or would it be more wise to raise your hand and ask questions? to learn from those who know the answers? or at least get their opinions...
so come over, hang out, meet me for coffee, or give me a call. but for fucks sake. dont try to tell me that i need to learn how to love myself.
Monday, March 2, 2009
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I'm very different than that... i prefer to dwell on things and bounce them around in my own head to try and make sense of them before i can go ask someone about it. sometimes we have better answers for ourselves since we are the only ones who truly know what we need, just often deny ourselves that thought and awereness. which is when we need other people to point it out for us sometimes.
ReplyDeleteabout the sorrow, i do not like to share any weakness with others or bring people down. i'm also stubborn as fuck and determined to solve problems on my own.
really, none of this helps you. everyone is different and i know lots of people who just need to ramble away to someone else to figure out their shit. i seem to be a good listener... i'm always there for my friends. although, in the end, it comes down to you; you're all you've got and you've got to live with you...forever! so you might as well be your own friend.