bleh

I dont want to go to sleep. and i dont want to stay awake.
i want to work on my music video. i want to release this album. the music is ready, its just sitting and waiting for everything else to be done.
i wish it was warm. i want a cigarette. and a coffee. i dont want it to be night time. i want to stay awake forever and not be tired and grumpy.

i feel like my fucking blog sounds like this: http://www.hipsterrunoff.com
i wish it wouldnt. i wish i could say whatever the fuck i wanted and i wouldnt feel like i'm being judged. or rather, i wish i had the courage to not care if i was being judged.

i want this shirt.